Fundamentally,
I have the impression that I'm dealing with "a consummate little manipulator",
ever much MORE SO among any breed of the human
race, when a sort of vulnerability and "affected likeability" is used as a way
"to win friends n' influence people". Yet, there's a certain "suspension of
belief" AND REAL CHARM as you watch them there
"weave a delightful tale" that you're big enough
to forgive "and overlook" some of the more BOGUS
inconsistences of, as you quietly "pick up the check" and
PAY THE DIFFERENCE and share that far, deeper understanding "of what goes
unsaid".
When you look at "this little stowaway", "this little urchin", you yet
understand the feral capacity for some trapped, "low
character" when say, "caught in the act"-- or needing plenty of bogus
rationales to justify its fraudulent existence like a petty pick-pocket of
cookies, candy, "and romantic lil' fictions". There may also be some kind "of
overkill" of fronted SINCERITY, which makes
up for that moment's "mortification", as if now skipping after "a more important
authority figure" LIKE THE TRUE CROSS before
slowing down, their attention wandering elsewhere, and slyly going off "to take
a nap" in a cat's cradle of beautiful, smug relaxation as
forgivable as it is wholesome-looking.
Which is why, at its best. . . . . you can share such a beautiful,
consummate understanding "of the decadent 20th/21st
century condition" with such a facility to map out life in its glorious,
pathetic topography in some bond of disgusting
intelligence.
It also interesting to note, that it was because of so much of a
previously-unmentionable "dishonesty toward life" that so many Jews
HAD SUCH A HARD TIME breaking out of
self-destructive habits, much less "escaping from the city wall" and
BREAKING IN to the countryside "with
any sort of credibility". There would frequently be an abrupt,
tight-lipped ENFORCEMENT of either
what you could or could not say with the bait n'
switch of cloying sweetness, veiled threats, and emotional poison
of this worst sort like a cacophony of evil
spirits, a dancing, arm-waving "Cu-Coo gang" of degraded "group behavior" that
would only solidify one's urge TO BOOT THEM FOR GOOD.
The kind of pressure "placed on others"-- especially those "who waver"
with the kind of persecution "and moral terrorism"
like night-time "bombing runs" & scratched POISON-PEN
in a radically-uneven "playing field", with the kind of
emotional volatility present "even when it was SO
CLEAR" they were on THE LOSING SIDE OF HISTORY.
But behind "all the howling melé", it comes down to the truth
OF WHAT HE FINDS IMPORTANT: that delightful lil'
trickster whom always "warmed his heart" and understood down in a curio of
delicate, beautiful middle-class living with art-work n' life.
Fundamentally,
I have the impression that I'm dealing with "a consummate little manipulator",
ever much MORE SO among any breed of the human
race, when a sort of vulnerability and "affected likeability" is used as a way
"to win friends n' influence people". Yet, there's a certain "suspension of
belief" AND REAL CHARM as you watch them there
"weave a delightful tale" that you're big enough
to forgive "and overlook" some of the more BOGUS
inconsistences of, as you quietly "pick up the check" and
PAY THE DIFFERENCE and share that far, deeper understanding "of what goes
unsaid".
